October 27, 2008
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October 16, 2008
I wont be blogging for the next few days. Here’s a question for you guys :)
ex will be visiting this weekend so i’m gonna be super busy.
i need your help.. please answer the question. love <3
ps. you will be anonymous 
.. if you’re a new reader, you can read all about sexy HERE.
oh and by a step further, i mean date.
as you can probably tell, i’ve deleted the whatever for others because even though 8 ppl voted for it, no one told me their option. please vote for yes, no, or wait. thanks
October 14, 2008
love my girls <3
to celebrate my six-month break-up anniversary, my friends gave me a..
conservative readers can stop reading now.
vibrator!
lol. with a note attached that said: this is to make up for sexy’s absence.
the other half of the note is too explicit, lol.
October 12, 2008
sunday smiles: saadey naal kar leh party/ kurri tu lagdee hai naughty ^_^
you guys.. i’m feeling super lonely. why don’t you comment here? psh i know you still come here. i see you on the stats page. just say hey? lol.
remember how i was complaining about really wanting to party? yeah so god decided to send a gazillion parties my way.. there’s a dholki or a wedding on every single saturday until january. hear that? every. single. saturday. of course this is not the sort of party that i was looking for. the getting-drunk going-crazy dancing on cyclone party happened last saturday. oh it was sooo much fun. i danced the night away, and ended up driving my drunk friends home, lol. the song in my kurri-is-listening-to is absolutely fantastic and soo much fun to dance to, haha. i found out that i can still sway my hips to every single (english) song. the other day we went clubbing on a weeknight.. oh wait, did i mention that by we i mean my brothers, sis-in-laws, and i? haha yes. it was hilarious. we had a fun time..
.. and then the other day i was sitting with my best friends (S and L). they’re both on my case. i’m so scared that they’ll end up calling or fb-ing sexy. it’s not like sexy doesn’t know them or they don’t know him.. they’ve always talked indirectly. a few days ago S and i went out for lunch. S had to pick someone up so we decided to just go in her car, pick that person up, drop her where she wanted to go, get my car, and then go shopping. so we were driving to my car later when sexy called. he was okay with the fact that i was with my friend and didn’t want to be all cheesy and what not so we were just messing around. he was getting a kick out of my “S it’s red! stop” and “whoa fuck slow down”.. so later he’s like, “tell S that i’m single” .. now he knows that all my friends think he’s the hottest man alive, lol. white girls usually dig brown guys. and a brown guy who is not only famous but is also super rich? hah! they love ‘em i tell you.. we finally decided to introduce one of his brothers to my friends, lol. that should keep ‘em happy 
i plan on dancing to freaky freaky raat by adeel ch with some friends on one of the upcoming mehndis. i’m soooo excited. you have to listen to sexy go on and on about how adeel is not talented at all, lol!
and here’s a not so smiling news:
i plan on asking sexy about where we stand. seriously, i don’t want to make it official. i know that he knows that which is why he doesn’t even bring it up. i don’t know how to have it be unofficial and still share err.. stuff with him. a couple of days ago he posted me a card saying I Love Us. i didn’t quite know what to think.. i showed it to my friends who already think that he wants to take it a step further but i’m the jerk who hasn’t moved on. i’m not at all happy with this relationship-thing we have. at this point i know that if we put an end to this whole flirting thing, i’ll also lose a friend.
