I know that you are torn between what was and what could be*

how many of you remember the BSB era? oh God i used to be crazy about them.. and then tons of other bands popped up and BSB was like a forgotten territory. the other day i was watching the Ellen show and she announced that she’ll have nick carter on her show! N.I.C.K. i used to love him! i used to have those little Nick doll things. i wonder where they are now, sigh. i think i need to visit our old house again.

anyway, i woke up at 7 this morning. since i obviously didn’t want to get out of my blanket, i reached under my bed and picked up my laptop. i youtubed backstreet boys and the first song that popped up was ’show me the meaning of being lonely.’ LOVE this song! it just has a different meaning for me now. back in the day, it was just a song. now i can relate to it.

now i’m sure that most of you are about to X out of this window because my blog has become so damn boring. it amazes me how many people used to be able to relate to my dysfunctional life. hey! what can i say.. i’m a happy person now. sexy got what he deserved; he’s now single (again!) and he has no friends. okay so maybe he didn’t deserve this, but i need to keep telling that to myself.

the oscars are this sunday. hugh jackman is SO hot! patrick dempsey is better but i guess i can settle for less for now.

Coming up: why i believe in happy endings now

*Who Do You Love by BSB

oba, will you sing me this?

sunday smiles: saadey naal kar leh party/ kurri tu lagdee hai naughty ^_^

you guys.. i’m feeling super lonely. why don’t you comment here? psh i know you still come here. i see you on the stats page. just say hey? lol.

remember how i was complaining about really wanting to party? yeah so god decided to send a gazillion parties my way.. there’s a dholki or a wedding on every single saturday until january. hear that? every. single. saturday. of course this is not the sort of party that i was looking for. the getting-drunk going-crazy dancing on cyclone party happened last saturday. oh it was sooo much fun. i danced the night away, and ended up driving my drunk friends home, lol. the song in my kurri-is-listening-to is absolutely fantastic and soo much fun to dance to, haha. i found out that i can still sway my hips to every single (english) song. the other day we went clubbing on a weeknight.. oh wait, did i mention that by we i mean my brothers, sis-in-laws, and i? haha yes. it was hilarious. we had a fun time..

.. and then the other day i was sitting with my best friends (S and L). they’re both on my case. i’m so scared that they’ll end up calling or fb-ing sexy. it’s not like sexy doesn’t know them or they don’t know him.. they’ve always talked indirectly. a few days ago S and i went out for lunch. S had to pick someone up so we decided to just go in her car, pick that person up, drop her where she wanted to go, get my car, and then go shopping. so we were driving to my car later when sexy called. he was okay with the fact that i was with my friend and didn’t want to be all cheesy and what not so we were just messing around. he was getting a kick out of my “S it’s red! stop” and “whoa fuck slow down”.. so later he’s like, “tell S that i’m single” .. now he knows that all my friends think he’s the hottest man alive, lol. white girls usually dig brown guys. and a brown guy who is not only famous but is also super rich? hah! they love ‘em i tell you.. we finally decided to introduce one of his brothers to my friends, lol. that should keep ‘em happy

i plan on dancing to freaky freaky raat by adeel ch with some friends on one of the upcoming mehndis. i’m soooo excited. you have to listen to sexy go on and on about how adeel is not talented at all, lol!

and here’s a not so smiling news:

i plan on asking sexy about where we stand. seriously, i don’t want to make it official. i know that he knows that which is why he doesn’t even bring it up. i don’t know how to have it be unofficial and still share err.. stuff with him. a couple of days ago he posted me a card saying I Love Us. i didn’t quite know what to think.. i showed it to my friends who already think that he wants to take it a step further but i’m the jerk who hasn’t moved on. i’m not at all happy with this relationship-thing we have. at this point i know that if we put an end to this whole flirting thing, i’ll also lose a friend.

TheMusik awards are SO fucked up.

It’s that time of the year – the time when I want to visit a therapist for OCD issues. Obsessive and compulsive over the results for TMAs. Psh yeah it’s pretty crazy.

Best Song:

Nominees:
Chaltay Chaltay – Jal
Pehli Nazar – Atif Aslam
Pahelian – Mauj
Neend Na Aye – Fuzon
Roya Re – Shiraz Uppal

My heart says: Roya re by Shiraz Uppal..

Uppal has been working his ass off for years. Royal Re is a great song. I want him to win.

My head says: Pahelian by Mauj

They’re probably the first Pakistani rock n roll band.. and Pahelian’s a great song.

Current results say: Atif is winning, Jal’s second,and then there’s Uppal. Sigh!

Best Video:

Nominees:
Nahin Hai Yeh Pyaar – Haroon
Malal – Abbas Ali Khan
Sohniye – Dr. Aur Billa
Pahelian – Mauj
Sajania – Ali Zafar

My heart says: Nahin Hai Yeh Pyaar by Haroon

Umar Anwar! Umar Anwar! Umar Anwar! If he wins, he might marry me. Hmm!! Please vote for him. I insist! If you love me, you’ll vote for this video. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee???? I love Umar!!

My head says: Malal by Abbas Ali Khan

… for obvious reasons.

Current results say: Ali Zafar’s winning.. But Haroon needs (51-26=?) to win. Please vote! Please! For Haroon’s video. Please!

Best English Song

*Skipped*

See for yourself.

Best Sound Track (OST)

*Skipped*

See for yourself.

Most Wanted Male:

Nominees:
Atif Aslam
Ali Zafar
Ali Azmat
Shafqat Amanat Ali

I wont really say anything.. I’m voting for Ali Zafar. :]

Most Wanted Female:

EW! EW! EW!

I still don’t get why Annie is winning. Oh wait! I forgot! She’s Danish Khawaja’s wife’s sister.

Most Wanted Band:

Nominees:
Strings
Jal
Josh
Meekal Hasan Band
Roxen

My everything says: Meekal Hasan Band.

I don’t know HOW MHB and Roxen can be in the same category. They’re not even close. TMAs are fucked up. FUCKED UP! If anyone from TheMusik is reading this, I want you to know that I hate the nominations. F.U.C.K.E.D U.P. Biased! I hate! HATE HATE!

Results say: Roxen is winning.. then Jal..and then Strings. Pakistanis need to wake up.. I swear!

Pepsi Rising Star:

Whatever.

KURRI SAYS:

These awards are fucked up. VERY fucked up.

Verbal constipation.. hence the video and no words of my own

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My hate-hate relationship with him.

Desizzz at diz point lurvvv dat tall guy wid sexccc hairs and kewl clodes. U no dat saym tall dude hoo sangzzz tera mera rishta. Vary kewl. Me lurv cuz me haz no lyf nd he iz shoooo shweeeeet. Yuu no me tlk him 1nc nd musti wz chooo nyccccc!!!

The world just gave me another reason to hate Mustafa Zahid and his three musketeers. Musti’s ugly – someone please take him to the dentist. He’s dating Annie – someone please kick him in the head. He’s a liar – off to hell. He chapofied a song – tsk tsk!

A bunch of years ago, Haider Haleem of Rox3n used to play with this underground band named Sifaar. Sifaar released a video and then disappeared. Hey! My girlfriend Eddie [who can technically never be my girlfriend.. But still] is in the video as well. Two [or so] days ago, Rox3n released a teaser for their new song called ‘Bujh hai gaya.’

Like seriously.. I think his manly features bujh gaye hain. You know.. Er yes I wont be too specific. I just spoke to him about the recent Bujh Hai Gaya controversy. Mango couldn’t be a man so I decided to be a bitch. Musti and I have our own little relationship. We’re both pathetically mean.

Sources have confirmed that Musti chapofied the song. Please open both of these images in a separate window. I insist! Mango’s getting these two other screenshots.. I’ll upload them once he gives them to me.